My parents had nine children—eight boys and finally a girl. I was their seventh son. These are the stories from my life that I want to share with my children and their children and so on down until the end of time. I am grateful for the great goodness of my God and acknowledge His tender mercies in my life.
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Friday, July 24, 2009

Trip to Portugal

A detailed account of my journey to Portugal in the summer of 1991 to visit with my good friend, R. Douglas Holt, serving his last days as president of the Portugal Lisbon South Mission. I was accompanying fifteen-year-old Rachael, who had come to spend the summer with sixteen-year-old Marianne Holt and fourteen-year-old Martha Holt. Within the two weeks before we traveled, we learned that Sister Diana Holt had to return home to the United States for health reasons, resulting in the pending release of the Holts after one year of service in Portugal.

Sunday, June 23, 1991
It is early in the morning here in Lisbon, Portugal. A cool, clear day, the third day of summer. From my room in the mission home I can look out over the beautiful Rio Tejo (Tagus River) as it empties finally into the Atlantic Ocean. I hear early morning sounds of the day: a rooster crowing, birds chirping in the trees, an occasional dog barking, an owl hoot­ing, the distant noise of traffic.

A jet just passed overhead on its approach to Lisbon's international airport, perhaps one similar to the one that brought us here yesterday afternoon some twenty hours after we left Salt Lake City. Appropriately, I guess, Rachael and I left home on the first day of summer, the longest day of the year. And it was a long day. A very long day. Had there been one more flight to catch, or one more air­port to endure, I'm not sure I could have convinced Rachael to continue on.

From Salt Lake the two of us had flown to Chicago, where we boarded a second flight that took us way north over some of the Great Lakes, parts of Quebec, the Hudson Bay, out over the northern Atlantic, the southern tip of Greenland, past Iceland, and back down to the British Isles, where we landed at London’s Gatwick airport. On this eight-hour flight the sun, which was always to our left, never did set, even though we left Chicago at 4:30 in the afternoon and arrived in London at 7:30 in the morning.

From Gatwick we took an hour's bus ride through beautiful English countryside to Heathrow airport, where we caught our final flight to Lisbon. It was the first time either of us had set foot on British soil, the place of our early roots, and I could sense why my ancestors on both my father's and mother's sides had loved this fair land, this jeweled scepter, but had left it all behind in the century before this one to gather to Zion, a desert wilderness half a world away.

I reminded Rachael, who was beginning to find air travel a little tedious, that Charles and Eliza Batt (my great-grand­parents) had taken something like nine days to cross the Atlantic and another week beyond that to reach Utah.

And here we are now in Portugal. I pinch myself to make sure it is not merely a dream. For twenty years, ever since I returned from my mission in Brazil, I have longed to visit Portugal. And now I am here, a dream come true.

Let me quote from the letter to Claudia I started Friday evening on the plane from Chicago to London (and may not get around to sending):

My dearest, far-away Sir:

The pilot just announced we were over Hudson Bay in Canada (5:40 p.m. Utah time). As we were leaving Chicago about an hour and a half ago, he said we would be flying over some of the Great Lakes, fairly far north into Quebec, then across the southern tip of Greenland, past Iceland, over Scot­land, and finally to England. (Sounds like quite a bit out of the way to get to Lisbon from Utah.)

The flight from Chicago to London takes about 8 hours, although the pilot also announced that the winds would not be favoring us, so that we'd land at Gatwick around 7:20 a.m. London time instead of the 6:45 originally scheduled. That should still leave us plenty of time to transfer to Heathrow for our 10:25 a.m. flight to Lisbon.

This is the largest plane I've ever flown on. There are seven seats across: two next to the windows, an aisle, three in the center, another aisle, and two more by the other windows. We're on row 33, and it looks like there's about 10 more rows behind us.

Rachael has been next to the win­dow on both planes we've been on thus far. She's a nice traveling companion (although you'd be better), but it's been fun being with her. She's already written two letters and a postcard. (I think she's doing an epistle to Mrs. Bean right now.)

As we overhear other passengers speak, it's obvious there are a few British citizens returning home.

It’s now 6:00 p.m. Utah time, and we assume Anna is home from Camp Piuta in one piece. We waved to her as we flew by that part of Utah. As we lifted off from the Salt Lake airport, we could see our minivan still parked a couple spaces away from Shuttle Stop 13. As mentioned in my former communication to you (a postcard mailed from Chicago's O'Hare airport), we had a bumpy but otherwise uneventful flight to Chicago: reading, eating, napping, watching the ground (or clouds, as the case may be) go by below us. That's mostly what you do on long flights.

It occurred to us that if we fly far enough north tonight it may never get dark on this longest day of the year. I'm not sure how far east we've come since leaving Chicago, but we must be in a time zone where it's at least after 8:00 or 9:00 in the evening, and it doesn't look too dark outside yet (in fact, not at all dark).

Dinner is slowly making its way down the aisle. so we'll be bringing this to a close here soon. The menu, which they brought by earlier, lists salmon roll and shrimp salad, filet mignon with mushroom sauce or Oriental chicken, served with selected vegetables, and cream caramel.

There's also a breakfast menu of what they'll serve before we land in merry old England.

Wish you were here. Really.


Today has been a delightful Sabbath day. We attended a small ward in Amora, where President Holt and I were the speakers in sacrament meeting. We had been asked by the bishop, a member of the Church only two years, to speak about temples. I spoke first about baptism, quoting the Savior (from John 3:1–5) and the Prophet Nephi (from 2 Nephi 31:4–12 and 16–18), emphasizing the need for bap­tism and other ordinances for all who would enter the kingdom of God and thus the glorious work in the temples for those who had not had an opportunity to hear the gospel while living. President Holt emphasized worthiness to go to the temple and reviewed the questions asked in the temple recommend inter­view. Be­tween my talk and his, the Primary children sang "I Hope They Call Me on a Mission" and then presented us with bouquets of cut flowers.

After our return to the mission home, while lunch was being pre­pared, I called home to speak to Claudia. (Here in Lisbon it was around 2:00 in the afternoon; there in Bountiful it was around 7:00 in the morning.) Talmage was off to stake priesthood meeting alone—with Michael in Las Vegas work­ing and me here in Lisbon visiting. All the other children who hadn't yet had the flu (as Claudia did last Thursday and I did Wednesday and Rachael and Mary sometime during the week before that) were all sick Friday and Saturday. Poor Camilla. Not only did she have the flu, she also had pneu­monia all week and on Saturday a terribly itchy rash (the doctor said probably a reaction to the medicine she was taking for the pneumonia). Aside from all that cheery news, it was good to talk to her about our trip over and how wonderful it was to be here and how much I miss and love her.

This afternoon, after eating lunch, I went with President Holt to the mission office, which is not far away in Alges. He met with his office staff to tell them he'd be leaving the mission in mid-July when Fernando José Duarte de Araújo and his family arrive from Brazil to replace him. (Yesterday, after our arrival, I handed President Holt the letter signed by the First Presi­dency last week that officially released him from his mission, effective on or near July 1, as mutually determined by him and his successor, and announced who that successor would be.) He then met with his assistants to plan sisters' transfers to accommodate the six new lady missionaries arriving Tuesday morn­ing.

After we returned to the mission home, Rachael and I walked up the hill above the mission home to visit an ancient little chapel, now mostly closed except for weddings and other special occasions, where centuries ago priests prayed for the great Portuguese explorers who sailed off into unknown parts of the world to make their discoveries. The chapel is in a park that overlooks the mouth of the Tejo as it empties into the sea.

An elder had come to visit President Holt, and while he did so I sat in the living room and had a nice chat with his companion. The two of us then joined President Holt in giving a health blessing to the first missionary.

In the evening the President and I drove down near the river, just below the mission home, to visit a monas­tery. We looked around some and attended a few moments of mass.

Monday, June 24
Today we were tourists. Doug and Martha took Rachael and me to various interesting places not too far away from the Lisbon area in what I would guess to be west and north from the metropolitan area.

First, we went to the spot, a rocky outcropping on the south side of the mountains near Sintra, where Elder Thomas S. Monson, then a member of the Quorum of the Twelve, on April 22, 1975, dedicated Portugal for the preaching of the restored gospel of Jesus Christ. President Holt shared with me a copy of the text of the dedicatory prayer:

O God, our Eternal and Heavenly Father, we meet before Thee on this lovely day with the freshness of spring in the air and a feeling of peace within our hearts, and we express our gratitude unto Thee for the privilege to come be­fore Thee in holy prayer. We are grate­ful for the blessings which we have received from Thy hand. We are appreciative of the manner in which Thou hast blessed Thy work upon the earth, and acknowledge before Thee Thy hand in our lives. We are grateful for a prophet of God, even Spencer W. Kim­ball, who has been able to influence all of us with a new desire to promulgate Thy word throughout the earth. He has called to the attention of the world the message which Thy Son Jesus Christ gave unto His disciples when He said, "Go ye therefore and teach all nations baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Ghost." In response to this call and in accordance with this divine declaration, we have assembled here today, in the land of Portugal, that we might dedicate this land for the preaching of the gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ.

Assembled here, Heavenly Father, are splendid missionaries who have come here from America and Brazil, and we remember when we look upon them the words of the Apostle Paul, "How beautiful upon the mountaintops are the feet of those who bear good tidings and publish peace." Bless these missionaries, Heavenly Father. Grant them power beyond their own, and as Thou dost bless them we ask Thee to bless every missionary who comes to this land, that each may recognize that he is standing in a land which has been dedicated for the preaching of the gospel, that he might labor with his might, and that each missionary may recognize that the worth of souls is precious in Thy sight.

We ask Thee to bless these members who have assembled here this morning. In a very real sense, each one is a pioneer in that he or she is one that has gone before, showing others the way to follow. Grant, Heavenly Father, that our membership may increase, that the blessings of the gospel may come into the lives of the Portuguese people. We recog­nize, Father, that from this land went navigators and seafaring men in days of yore and that the Portuguese people have an adventuresome spirit, as they trusted in Thee, as they looked for lands unknown. Grant that they may trust in Thee as they now search for those truths which will lead them to life eternal.

O Heavenly Father, bless the govern­ment of this land. Thou knowest the turmoil and the difficulty which have transpired. Wilt Thou touch the hearts of men in influential places and grant that they may make those decisions which would be favorable to the advancement of the cause of the gospel. And bless the people that they may take an active role in their govern­ment and that they may be lead of Thee in the decisions which they make, that all might be done for the furtherance of Thy work.

And bless those individuals who may be lead of Thee. We acknowledge that they have come as a result of Thy in­spiration. We acknowledge Thy hand in their lives and in ours.

Now, Heavenly Father, there is burning within our hearts the words of Thy prophet, Joseph Smith, when he declared in a letter to Mr. John Wentworth the truth that the gospel will go forth, when he declared, "No unhallowed hand can stop the work from progressing. Armies may assemble, mobs may combine, and calumny may defame, but the truth of God will go forth boldly, nobly, and independent, until it has visited every country, swept every nation and sounded in every ear. That the Great Jehovah shall say the work is done."

O Heavenly Father, we seek Thy blessings now upon the advancement of Thy work. We ask Thee that Thy gospel may be taught with testimony and with power. That the mission­aries might be like the sons of Mosiah, who had searched the scriptures diligently that they might know the words of eternal life. That they may give themselves to much prayer and fasting. That they may have the spirit of prophesy and of revelation and that when they teach they may teach with the power and authority of God. We acknowledge, Heavenly Father, that this is a beginning, and we invoke Thy divine blessings to advance the cause which we have undertaken in Portugal. Wilt Thou open the way. Wilt Thou prepare the people, that those persons who are here who have prepared themselves for the message of truth may receive it. O Heavenly Father, be patient with the people. Extend Thy loving hand unto them. Thou knowest how long they have been without the truth of the gospel. And wilt Thou now bestow upon them Thy divine blessings in great abundance that they may rejoice in spirit, that they may praise Thy holy name, that they may know that Thou hast inter­vened in their lives.

We are aware, Heavenly Father, that the Portuguese people in Brazil have accepted Thy gospel. The stakes of Zion are now established in great number in Brazil. And a temple dedicated to Thy holy name will be erected. O Father, these are the same people here. Wilt Thou look upon them with as kindly a spirit as Thou hast favored their descendants and relatives in Brazil. Heavenly Father, grant that all Thy wishes may be manifest in the lives of these people, and wilt Thou now hear our plea, for in the authority of the holy Apostleship which I bear, even the authority of the holy Melchizedek Priesthood, I hereby dedicate the land of Portugal for the preaching of the gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ and invoke all Thy divine blessings upon all that pertain thereto and, likewise, invoke Thy blessings upon mission leaders, branch and local leadership, upon the missionaries themselves, and upon all who could help bring to pass Thy purpose. And this I do in the name of the Redeemer, the Savior of all mankind, Thine Only Begotten Son in the flesh, even Jesus Christ, the Lord. Amen.


From the place of dedication we drove to Cabo da Roca, the western most point of continental Europe, aqui onde a terra acaba e o mar começa ("here where the earth ends and the sea begins," a line from the Portuguese poet, Camões).

Then we visited the Convento de Santa Cruz dos Capuchos, a Capuchin monastery in the Sintra Mountains built in 1560 and in use until 1834, when the monks suddenly left. Cork was used so exten­sively throughout its construction that it is also called the cork monastery. Most of the rooms were built of rock, some carved right out of the giant boulders we saw elsewhere in this mountain forest, and I suspect the cork had excellent insulation properties as well as acoustical value. The monastery was in a beautiful, quiet setting, and there were very few other visitors while we were there.

Our next stop was at the Castelo dos Mouros (Moorish Castle), high on the mountaintop overlooking the town of Sintra. The castle was started in 711 and was primarily built in the 8th and 9th centuries. At 1350 feet above sea level, the fortress offers a com­manding view of Sintra, the Atlantic coast, and the area off toward Lisbon, which is some 15 to 20 miles distant. (From atop the castle, you can see the towers of the 25th of April Bridge in Lisbon.)

While at the castle, Martha and Rachael had gone on ahead of us to climb the 500 or so steps to the highest tower, and President Holt and I decided to wait for them. We got talking to a visitor from Colorado, and we remarked to him that Doug from Arizona and I from Utah were almost like neighbors. The follow from Colorado then mentioned he had just seen two young men—one from Utah and one from Idaho—and said they were missionaries here for their Church.

President Holt replied that he was their boss. So we waited for the two elders to get to where we were waiting for the girls, and the president was glad to see them dressed in proper missionary attire and from the zone that had permission to visit this particular spot without prior special approval from him. He has mentioned on several occasions since I've been here that the missionaries are faithful and obedient, a tribute to Doug's loving leadership, and that the mission is in good shape, much better than it was a year ago, to turn over to a new mission president.

Finally we drove down into Sintra itself, where we ate lunch and toured the Palácio Nacional de Sintra (the National Palace of Sintra), which was a royal palace until 1910 when Portu­gal rid itself of kings. Perhaps the most distinctive thing about the palace are two large cone-shaped chimneys that tower over the Sintra skyline. Also, according to one of our guide­books, "the glazed earthenware tiles, or azulejos, lining many of the chambers are among the best you'll find in Portugal." I decided a nice azulejo would be an appropriate souvenir to find and take home to Claudia.

Visitors are taken through the national palace in groups with a guide explaining features of the various rooms. Our guide, interes­tingly, spoke in the first room in Portuguese, then again in somewhat-difficult-to-understand English. (I remarked to Rachael that I hoped my Portuguese was not so difficult to understand as was his English. It may well be.) It was apparent there were visitors from many different lands, as I overheard English and Portuguese and German and French and perhaps Spanish all being spoken among members of our group, so for the rest of the tour he spoke only in his halting English. The husband of one young couple was translating back into Portuguese for the benefit of his wife.

We had planned some further visits—such as to the national palaces at Pena and Mafra—but the weary pilgrims decided we'd seen enough for one day and headed back to the mission home. After we had eaten dinner, President Holt and I this evening went to the mission home for a while.

Tuesday, June 25
This morning President Holt and I drove out to the international airport to welcome six lady missionaries arriving from the United States. In addition to the six for the South mission, there were also six sisters and an elder for the North mission being met by two of the office elders from that mission.

After returning to the mission home, I spent the rest of the day with Elder and Sister Holladay, a missionary couple from the Holts’ ward in Tucson, visiting downtown Lisbon.

We went first to the Alfama, the old quarter of the city, where the ancient houses and shops are tucked tightly along narrow, winding, steep cobblestone streets, interrupted periodically by small praças or largos with Catholic churches in front of them. This section of the city dates from the Visigoth era, and some of the buildings were spared from Lisbon’s great earthquake of 1755, which leveled much of the city and killed perhaps 60,000 people.

We visited the Sé or Cathedral, a huge old church that from outside looks as severe as a medieval fortress, and except for its antiquity and size and some beautiful stained-glass windows was not particularly interesting architecturally. It was rebuilt in the 1100s, shortly after Alfonso Henri­ques, Portugal’s first king, captured the Lisbon area from the Moors, and is thus the oldest church in Lisbon.

We then hiked our way up the maze of streets to the hilltop Castelo São Jorge (the Castle of St. George). I especially enjoyed our visit here. First of all, the place was filled with olive, pine, and cork trees that offered refreshing shade from the midday summer sun. Second, from atop its walls and towers the castle afforded an excellent panoramic view of the entire Lisbon area in all directions. The original fortress on this spot predated the Romans. From the 5th century it was in the hands of the Visigoths, and then in Moorish hands from the early 8th century until Alfonso Henrique’s conquest in 1147. Most of the walls that still remain were built during the centuries of Moorish domination. The name, borrowed from the English, dates from a pact between England and Portugal dating from as early as 1371. (Portugal and England have been traditional allies for many centuries.)

We found a little corner restaurant in the Alfama, where we ate a lunch of cod and potatoes smothered in gar­lic and hard bread, with plenty of water to drink for the three thirsty hikers.

Next we walked some streets in the central district of Lisbon, heading off from the Praça do Comercio. We look­ed in many shops and even bought a few things (including an azulejo, a glazed blue tile that I got for Claudia, and a CD of tra­ditional Fado music sung by Amalia Rodrigues, and some postcards of sites we had visited). We rode up a several-story-high free-standing elevator, visited a roofless cathedral destroyed in the earthquake of 1755 and never rebuilt, and just generally looked around. I was plenty tired by the time we returned to the mission home.

This evening—after the welcome dinner of barbecued chicken that we ate with the Holts, the Holladays, and the six new sisters—Rachael and I joined Elder and Sister Holladay for a wild ride through the crazy Portuguese traffic out to Guincho, a windy point on the Atlantic within sight and just south of Cabo da Roca, where we watched the red sun sink into the sea and fizzle out.

The Holladays are a delightful couple to be with, and we enjoyed being with them—through the white-knuckled traffic and all. Elder Holladay served as President Holt’s counselor in the bishopric back in Tucson, but as far as we could piece together they were out of town the weekend two years ago in May when Claudia and I flew to Arizona to stay with the Holts and speak to the youth in their stake. The Holladays’ youngest of four children, their only son, now 20 years old, is serving a mission in Michigan as they serve here in Portugal.

Before returning to the mission home we stopped by the Torre de Belem (the Tower of Belem), bathed in white light in the now dark night, sitting in the water at the edge of the Tejo. Built between 1515 and 1520, the quadrangular tower is a monument to Portugal’s golden era, the age of discovery, and is the country’s classic landmark, often used on documents and in brochures as the visible symbol of the country, much like the Eiffel Tower for France or the Statue of Liberty for the United States.

The moon, which is nearly full tonight, reflected across the shim­mering surface of the Tejo and was really quite pretty. This would be a romantic setting to be honeymooning again with Claudia.

Wednesday, June 26
President Holt had planned to announce his early release to his missionaries next Tuesday, the day I leave for home, but the new group of sisters that arrived yesterday had already met the new president at the Provo MTC, so he decided he had to do it sooner. This morning he called a meeting in Oeiras for all the missionaries on this side of the river, with a similar meet­ing this afternoon in Setúbal for all the missionaries on the south side of the river (except those down on the southern coast in the Algarve and those way out in the interior of the Alentejo).

Rachael and I did not accompany the Holts to either of the meetings. Instead, we went on our own to visit sites here in the Belem area and then back over to the Alfama, where I had gone yesterday with the Holladays.

Our first stop was the Torre de Belem, which we saw from the outside last night. This time it was open, so we paid the admission and wandered through its several levels. Except for a large and unruly group of visiting students, we enjoyed being inside Portugal’s most famous landmark. We stood on the balcony where the kings and queens in the 15th and 16th centuries stood and waved good-bye to the departing explorers as they sailed out the mouth of the Tejo into the Atlantic.

Next we walked over to the Padrão dos Descobrimentos (the Memorial to the Discoveries), which also stands on the north shore of the Tejo a few blocks to the east of the Torre de Belem. Many of Portugal’s memorable explorers from the Age of Discovery, chiefly Vasco da Gama, are immortalized in the giant stone figures—along with navigators, monks, cartographers, and others—on each side of the monument. One of the figures is a woman kneeling, Philippa of Lancaster, the English mother of Henry the Navigator, who is also portrayed as the central figure at the outer point of the monument. We went to the top for a breathtaking view of the area.

We then crossed the street to see the monastery of Jeronimos, the same one that President Holt and I visited Sunday evening when a mass was in progress. We arrived just as it was closing for a two-hour lunch break, so we could not go in.

Instead, we grabbed a taxi and went back to the Castelo São Jorge, where I went yesterday with the Holladays. Rachael loved the place, and together we found new parts of it that I had not seen the previous day. We walked down the hill through the winding, narrow streets of the Alfama until we reached the downtown commercial area.

We did stop on our way down the hill to visit the cathedral, where a gorgeous organ concert was in process the whole time we were there. Rachael tried some tricky things with Grandpa Lange’s camera trying to get pictures of the gorgeous stained-glass windows and backlighted statues and such. We hope they turn out.

After some window shopping down in the central district, we walked through Praça do Comercio, where King Carlos I was assassinated in 1908, to catch another taxi near where passengers came off the ferries.

We returned to Jeronimos cathedral, which was now open, and walked through it. We decided not to visit the monastery or the nearby naval, coach, or folk art museums. We were just too tired from all the walking we had done, and we still had to climb the hill back up to the mission home. We returned about 5:00, sunburned and tired, and both took naps.

The Holts returned sometime later, I guess while we were asleep, from their two meetings with most of the missionaries in the mission. The ex­perience was emotionally draining and therefore very tiring for them, too.

This afternoon, following my short nap, I started rereading Elder Bruce R. McConkie's Millennial Messiah.

Thursday, June 27
Today is the anniversary of the martyrdom of the Prophet Joseph Smith. President Holt, who has given a lot of thought to types and shadows in the scriptures and in life, particularly as they point to or testify in some way of Christ, mentioned an interesting pattern concerning the Prophet Joseph as we were talking several evenings ago. Joseph Smith's birth on December 23, 1805, came just at the winter solstice, when the days begin to grow longer, when there begins to be increasingly more light in the world, and surely no one short of the Savior himself has brought more light into the world than His chief latter-day servant, Joseph Smith. Likewise, he was martyred on June 27, 1844, just after the summer solstice, when the days begin to grow shorter, when there begins to be a daily decrease of light, and the end of the Prophet's mortal life surely took a great light from the world.

As with many of the ancient prophets—such as Isaac, the well-beloved son who was willing to be sacrificed; Joseph who was sold into Egypt, who was a savior to his people; Jonah, whose three days in the belly of the whale foreshadowed the Savior’s death and resurrection; and David, who in many respects was a type of a latter King of Israel—the Prophet Joseph was a faithful servant, and his very life was a type and a shadow of the Master he knew and loved and served.

Today we made a grand tour of much of the Alentejo (literally, beyond the Tejo), the largest province of Portugal, the heartland and breadbasket of the country. Although the least populated of the provinces, it is so large geographically that it has been divided into two political provinces, Alto Alentejo in the north and Baixo Alentejo in the south.

This is a varied region of the country that includes forested mountain ranges, gently rolling hills, flat stretches of plains, vast wheat fields, endless stands of olive and cork trees, and in the south numerous rice paddies. I read today that more than half of the cork produced in the entire world comes from this part of Portugal. The cork comes from the bark of the tree, which can be stripped off only every nine years. It was fascinating to see many of the trees that had been harvested recently, although we never did observe any in the actual process of being stripped.

This part of Portugal also suffers the most severe weather—sometimes bitter cold in the winter, scorch­ing heat in the summer. What we experienced today was apparently mild for summertime, but it was the warmest day we've had during our week here in Portugal.

After dropping a sister off at the airport who was returning home early to Illinois because of health problems, President Holt and Rachael and I head­ed a little north and mostly east out of Lisbon toward the Alentejo. Our first stop was in Estremoz, a fortified city in the center of the marble-quarry region. We visited the 13th-century castle that dominates the town and climbed up to the top, where we had a panoramic view of the surrounding countryside, which was filled largely with the golden fields of wheat ready for harvest, punctuated heavily with the cork and olive trees. We also visited a little museum that housed items of local folk art: azulejos (the glazed blue tiles), dolls, household items, furniture, swords, guns, etc.

We drove north from there to Portalegre, one of the few towns we've visited that is not built on a hilltop. It is nestled in the foothills of the Serra de São Mamede, much like our original settlements in Utah were at the bottom of the mountains. This town, rebuilt in the mid-13th century on the site of an ancient ruined settlement, was built as the customs gate through which medieval trade with Spain was processed, hence the original name Portus Alacer—Portus for the customs gate, Alacer for joy because of the beautiful setting. The town, which maintains its medieval feeling even now, is on the winding mountain road that is still the shortest route between Madrid and Lisbon.

About 15 kilometers further north is Marvão, an ancient walled hill town that also dates from the 13th century. We drove up into the town through the exceedingly narrow streets to where the castle was situated on the highest part of the rocky promontory. We were within 4 kilometers of the Spanish border, so we had an excellent view of a large area of both Portugal and Spain. I was impressed that every house in town was brightly whitewashed, the streets were meticulously clean, and flowers grew everywhere, mostly in pots and window boxes and hanging baskets.

We came back down from the mountains, through Portalegre again, and headed to Borba, where we stop­ped to take pictures of an ancient Roman aqueduct just outside the town and where President Holt stop­ped to visit an isolated member family (the closest branch is more than an hour away) to tell them he was leav­ing the country and to pick up several boxes of little marble blocks that he had ordered from them. He has spoken much over the past year to his missionaries about being founded on the rock of Christ, and he planned to give a marble block to each departing missionary as a reminder. Borba is surrounded by marble quarries, several of which we saw as we drove into and from the town. (President Holt had been tired, so I drove for a while before we reached Borba.)

We also drove through Elvas, another ancient walled city, although to be honest I don't particularly remember anything about the place. It is only 7 miles from Badajoz, Spain.

By late afternoon we reached Évora, the provincial capital of Alto Alentejo. While here we visited the little branch of the Church, which meets in a rented building on a narrow street, and two of the four elders serving in the town happened to be there, so President Holt met with them briefly and told them of his departure in a few weeks. We went into a church (the Royal Church of St. Francis) that had a chapel of bones lined completely with human skulls and other parts of skeletons. It was weird, and I did not enjoy being there. We took pictures of another church where medieval stone carvings of the twelve Apostles graced the entryway.

We also visited the ruins of a Roman temple, believed to have been dedicated to Diana, that stood on the highest hill of the walled city. It dates, de­pending on which guide book or brochure we were read­ing, from the 1st or 2nd or 3rd century. The twelve remaining Corinthian columns are granite with bases and capitals hewn from local marble.

We also stopped at a restaurant that President Holt knew of and had a delicious supper of local foods. I had green bean soup (which tasted far better than the name would suggest), hard bread, and pork served with rice and French fries.

Évora predates even the Romans and has had varying degrees of importance through the centuries as it passed from the hands of the Celts to the Romans to the Visigoths to the Moors to the Portuguese to the Spanish and finally back to the Portuguese. The largest of the cities in the Alentejo, Évora has a population of more than 50,000 people, virtually all of whom live within the town’s Roman walls, apparently one of the best preserved and most complete of city walls in the country.

Évora is known as the museum city. According to one of the guidebooks, "Évora is the largest and most important of all the Alentejo towns. It is a superb city, full of fascinating sights, all of which are in a good state of preservation. They are likely to re­main so as the entire city has been proclaimed a historical monument by the international preservation organization World Patrimony, therefore qualifying for its financial aid."

Our final stop was near Beja, the provincial capital of Baixo Alentejo. The town existed in its present loca­tion at least as early as 48 b.c. In the summer it is said to be the hottest town in Portugal (and apparently in all Europe), although it was nearing sunset by the time we arrived and the temperatures seemed moderate enough. Our primary interest here was not the town itself but some Roman ruins near the town that one of the missionary couples had visited and told President Holt about.

Incredibly, we found the spot we were looking for along a dusty path out through the wheat and sunflower fields. Fortunately, few tourists have ever visited or would even know the ruins were there, or they would probably no longer exist. Virtually all that remains are some exquisite floor tiles, the low walls that give a sense of where different rooms might have been, and some toppled granite columns. It appears to have been a large place, perhaps some Roman villa a few miles out of Beja, which was called Pax Julia at the time because that is where Julius Caesar made peace with the Lusitanians.

There was also an ancient Roman olive press, which was our real reason for seeking this place out. Unlike the presses used later in medieval times, where the olive oil was ground from the olives between two massive stones that moved against each other, the Romans pressed the oil from the olives by placing a massive weight on top. This undoubtedly would have been the type of press known in New Testament times. The word Gethsemane, where the combined weight of the sins of all mankind pressed down upon the Savior of the world, means "olive press."

After our visit to these Roman ruins, we drove for about three hours back to Lisbon. It was in this part of the Alentejo where we noticed rice paddies near the Sado River.

It seems incredible that the major north-south highway route from the Algarve and lower Alentejo back to Lisbon is simply a two-lane road that bogs down at any time from slow-moving tractors and trucks and on weekends from too much traffic. From Setúbal to Lisbon, a distance of perhaps 25 miles, there is a four-lane freeway that crosses the Tejo over the 25th of April Bridge (which was Europe's longest suspension bridge when it was completed in 1966).

We drove by but did not stop in Setúbal, located on the north bank of the Sado near where the river empties into the Atlantic Ocean, on what is known as the Arrabida Peninsula. It is one of the larger and oldest cities in Portugal. Quoting from one of our guide­books, Setúbal is "said to have been founded by the grandson of Noah."

A different guidebook says: "According to local legend, it was founded by Tubal, the son of Cain. It is said that Phoenicians and Greeks, finding the climate and soil of Arrabida similar to their Mediterranean homelands, brought their grapes and started vineyards. Setúbal is known to have been an important fishing port since Roman times."

There are two wards in Setúbal, and it is the headquarters of one of the two stakes currently located in the Portugal Lisbon South Mission. (The other stake is headquartered in Oeiras on this side of the river.)

We arrived back at the mission home after 11:00 at night. A long, tiring, but richly rewarding day.

Friday, June 28
Being a tourist is tiring work, so today Rachael and I thought it would be prudent to take it easy and just relax around the mission home. And catch up on some reading and writing and such. A couple days ago President Holt showed me a book, Keys to Successful Scripture Study by George A. Horton Jr., which I finished reading today. It contained some valuable insights and was overall an excellent summary of some important ideas about scripture study.

An overall impression from all I have seen thus far of Portugal is that there is an overwhelming sense of antiquity about the place. We think of the 500th anniversary we will be cele­brating next year of Columbus’s first voyage to the New World in 1492, or the earliest beginnings of the United States a couple centuries back, or the 200th anniversary of our republican form of government, or the settling of Utah a mere century and a half ago, or the centennial Bountiful will celebrate next year of its incorporation as a city in 1892, or the fact that my children think I'm getting pretty ancient when I turn 42 next month—and yet much that we have seen here in Portugal was already very old before Columbus ever sailed or before North America was ever colonized.

Virtually all that has survived through these many centuries that people have lived here on the Iberian Peninsula is made of rock—the castles, the ancient walls, the churches. Rock has staying power. It endures.

On November 1, 1755, a great earthquake hit Lisbon, destroying much of the city and killing perhaps as many as 60,000 people in the earthquake and the accompanying tidal wave, fires, and diseases that followed in its wake. Most of the old stuff that can be seen here in Lisbon dates since that time, except for one section of town that was built on rock and was mostly not damaged by the earthquake. The Savior spoke of the importance of building our houses on rock rather than sand.

As I thought about the supply of little marble rocks that President Holt picked up yesterday in Borba to leave with his missionaries as a reminder that they are to be founded on the rock of Christ, I thought of this passage from the Book of Mormon: "And now, my sons, remember, remember that it is upon the rock of our Redeemer, who is Christ, the Son of God, that ye must build your foundation; that when the devil shall send forth his mighty winds, yea, his shafts in the whirlwind, yea, when all his hail and his mighty storm shall beat upon you, it shall have no power over you to drag you down to the gulf of misery and endless wo, because of the rock upon which ye are built, which is a sure foundation, a foundation where­on if men build they cannot fall" (Helaman 5:12).

A further impression concerning this place: In comparison with what I remember of Brazil from twenty years ago, I have found Portugal to be amazingly clean and tidy. The water every­where has been safe to drink, the food safe to eat.

Tonight Doug, Martha, Rachael, and I crossed over the 25th of April Bridge and drove south and east to Montijo, where we attended a Corrida à Portuguesa, a traditional Portuguese bull run or bullfight. Unlike the Spanish counterpart, the Portuguese do not kill the bull, so there is no matador (killer). Instead, there is a cavalheiro (a horseman), who sports with the bull from atop his horse and jabs colorful little spears into the top of the bull's back. These spears or darts draw blood, and I thought Rachael was going to be sick when she saw the dark color running down the bull's side.

Three cavalheiros, apparently among the best in the whole country, each performed twice. After each cavalheiro was through, a group of perhaps eight to ten young men lined up in a line across the campo (the bull ring) facing the bull and waited for it to charge the first one in the line. In an incredible act of bravery (or stupidity) they tried to tackle the bull, with one of their number holding on the bull's tail. Only once during the six times we watched this happen was anyone hauled off the field on a stretcher.

The bullfight did not begin until 10:00 p.m. and ended after mid­night. There was considerable pageantry involved, and the atmosphere provided an authentic cultural experience for us.

Saturday, June 29
This morning President Holt and I split for several hours with the zone leaders in Oeiras. I went with Elder Olivio Gomes Manuel, a native of Angola who joined the Church here in Portugal a little over two years ago and who has been on his mission about eleven months. He said that about a fourth of the Church mem­bers in Portugal are Angolans, some of whom have re­turned home to Angola. Elder Manuel is the only member of his large family who is here in Portugal. He came originally to play basketball and met the mis­sion­aries a month after his arrival.

During the couple hours we worked together, Elder Manuel and I called on several people, mostly inactive members, he had planned to visit, most of whom were not home. We visit­ed quite briefly with one active member, a Brazilian from São Paulo, whose wife and two children had returned to Brazil for their summer holidays. He planned to join them soon. We stopped a few men on the street, and one was willing to have the elders visit him and his family Tuesday afternoon. We also tracted out one block of a street near a praça with no result. Finally, we visited a man and his eleven-year-old niece (I believe that was the relationship), both inactive members, and read and discussed with them Alma's teachings on the resurrection from Alma 40. The man's wife had died sometime recently after having surgery for cancer.

After we met back at the stake center, President Holt took me to lunch at a sidewalk café down near the Jeronimos monastery. We ordered traditional Portuguese food: a soup with green stuff in it that looked something like grass, olives, hard bread, and charcoal-grilled sardines.

Rachael had gone with Marianne and Martha to a Fourth of July picnic celebration sponsored by the U.S. embassy and spent much of the day. Martha came back earlier than the other two girls, who after leaving the picnic had gone to the stake center in Oeiras to help decorate for a seminary graduation dance being held this evening. President Holt took me grocery shopping (the sort of Saturday afternoon thing I might be doing at home with Claudia) at a local supermarket that looked something like an American supermarket but not quite, and there we happened to run into Marianne and Rachael and some others. Rachael was pretty tired from her activities of the day and decided to return to the mission home with us.

Sunday, June 30
This morning we attended sacrament meeting in Moita, a small branch in the Setúbal stake some­where down near Montijo, where we attended the bullfight Friday night. President Holt and I were the two speakers.

With the inadequacy I feel with the language, I find that in speaking in church in Portuguese I rely more heavily on the scriptures (not a bad practice anyway), since reading is an easier skill than simply speaking. It is not my normal style to preach from a prepared text or even from extensive notes, but this morning I decided to outline my thoughts first in Portu­guese. This is a translation back into English of some of what I said:

We are met here this morning in a sacrament meeting, where we've had the privilege of worshiping the Lord and renewing our covenants with him as we've partaken of the sacrament.

This is a small branch of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. There are not many of us here today. But the Savior, when he was here upon the earth, foresaw occasions such as this: "For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them" (Matthew 18:20).

The Church will continue to grow here in Moita and throughout all this lovely land of Portugal. But whether small or large, the Savior's Spirit and influence will be in the midst of us.

Today I would like to speak about some of the fundamental doctrines of our faith. The Prophet Joseph Smith wrote in the Articles of Faith:

"We believe in God, the Eternal Father, and in His Son, Jesus Christ, and in the Holy Ghost" (A of F 1:1).

And also, "We believe that the first principles and ordinances of the Gos­pel are: first, Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ; second, Repentance; third, Bap­tism by immersion for the remission of sins; fourth, Laying on of hands for the gift of the Holy Ghost" (A of F 1:4).

Most if not all of us here today are members of the Church. We already be­lieve in God and in His Son and in Their gospel. How can we, as members of the Church, increase or strengthen our faith? How can we obtain more faith?

The Apostle Paul taught that "faith is the sub­stance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen" (Hebrews 11:1).

The Prophet Alma, in the Book of Mormon, said that "if ye have faith ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true" (Alma 32:21).

What are some of the things that are true that we have not seen? The creation of the world? The atone­ment and redemption of the Savior? The restoration of the priesthood and the ordinances of the gospel through the Prophet Joseph Smith?

And where is the evidence of these things we have not seen? The Apostle Paul wrote that "faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God" (Romans 10:17). If we desire to obtain more faith in our lives, we need to obtain more of the word of God in our lives. And how do we do that? One way is to get more of these [the standard works] into our lives, to read and study them every day of our lives.

President Ezra Taft Benson, our prophet today, has counseled us often to read daily from the Book of Mormon. Why? There are probably a lot of reasons, but at least one reason is that the Book of Mormon is another testament of Jesus Christ. Its purpose is to convince all people that Jesus is the Christ, the promised Messiah, who came to redeem his people.

In the New Testament, the Apostle John wrote near the end of his gospel that "these [things] are written, that ye might believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that believing ye might have life through his name" (John 20:31).

The Prophet Nephi, again in the Book of Mormon, gives us an excellent summary of these things we've been talking about:

"And now, my beloved brethren, I know . . . that unless a man shall endure to the end, in following the example of the Son of the living God, he cannot be saved.

"Wherefore, do the things which I have told you I have seen that your Lord and your Redeemer should do; for, for this cause have they been shown unto me, that ye might know the gate by which ye should enter. For the gate by which ye should enter is repent­ance and baptism by water; and then cometh a remission of your sins by fire and by the Holy Ghost.

"And then are ye in this strait and narrow path which leads to eternal life; yea, ye have entered in by the gate; ye have done according to the commandments of the Father and the Son; and ye have received the Holy Ghost, which witnesses of the Father and the Son, unto the fulfilling of the promise which he hath made, that if ye entered in by the way ye should receive.

"And now, my beloved brethren, after ye have gotten into this strait and narrow path, I would ask if all is done? Behold, I say unto you, Nay; for ye have not come thus far save it were by the word of Christ with unshaken faith in him, relying wholly upon the merits of him who is mighty to save.

"Wherefore, ye must press forward with a stead­fastness in Christ, having a perfect brightness of hope, and a love of God and of all men. Wherefore, if ye shall press forward, feasting upon the word of Christ, and endure to the end, behold, thus saith the Father: Ye shall have eternal life.

"And now, behold, my beloved breth­ren, this is the way; and there is none other way nor name given under heaven whereby man can be saved in the kingdom of God. And now, behold, this is the doctrine of Christ, and the only and true doctrine of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost, which is one God, without end. Amen" (2 Nephi 31:16-21).



This afternoon, back at the mission home, we fixed and ate lunch, napped, read, and visited. I have had some marvelous talks with President Holt during the week I've been here. Dur­ing the week I've also been reading Elder Bruce R. McConkie's The Millennial Messiah: The Second Coming of the Son of Man and am nearly half way through the 711-page volume. (I started the book some years ago, shortly after it was first published in 1982, but I never did finish it.) We had planned to attend a baptismal service late in the afternoon, but too much napping was going on.

At 8:00 this evening there was a fireside at the mission home with 75 people—missionaries, investigators, and members—present, the largest attendance they've ever had for their monthly fireside in the year the Holts have been here. (Doug said they have sometimes had as many as 50 people attend but never as many as came tonight.) Presi­dent Holt taught masterfully from the scriptures on obtaining a testimony of Jesus. He asked me to bear my testimony at the end, which I did briefly.

Monday, July 1
Time passes so swiftly. Today begins the second half of the year. And it is my last full day in Portugal.

During much of the day, from 10:00 until about 4:00, I joined President Holt here at the mission home in his monthly meeting with zone leaders. There were nine companionships of zone leaders and the two assistants to the president—Elders William Shane Bangerter and Scott Wade Bisson—a total of twenty of his most seasoned, best trained missionaries.

After some preliminary business, the two assistants led workshops on how to introduce the Book of Mor­mon to investigators and how to help members in using it with nonmembers. During a lunch break, President Holt showed them the video Called to Serve, which most of them had not yet seen. The assistants then gave talks on different aspects of service, I conducted a question-answer session and spoke about love and unity in the work and bore testimony of the Savior and his latter-day work, and President Holt concluded with another masterful discourse on types of the Savior in our own lives and ministry.

As I was speaking about the marvelous growth of the work worldwide, I shared with the elders the account written by President Kiril Kiriakov, who begins serving today as the first president of the new Bulgaria Sofia Mission, concerning the Lord's hand in his escaping from Bulgaria many years ago and his eventually joining the Church in France:

Our native land of Bulgaria is a beautiful country, graced with the majestic Balkan Moun­tains that tra­verse the center of the country and many fine resort towns along the Black Sea. But living in Bulgaria was not a beautiful experience. The Communists had been in power in Bulgaria since 1945, and they controlled everything. We suffered a lot under a Communist regime and lived in fear every day. We prayed to God constantly to help us to solve our problem and to give us and our children an opportunity to taste freedom. This opportunity came suddenly. Twenty-eight years ago, in 1963 when Algeria became an independent country, they needed specialists in many occupations in order to increase their economy. Algeria asked Bulgaria for assistance, and the Bulgarian government responded by contracting to supply one thousand specialists. Of these, ten were to be dental technicians.

At that time I was working as a dental technician in a state laboratory. When I learned that our lab was to furnish one technician for Algeria, I hoped that I would be the one to go. There were seven candidates for the opening, and so the possibility of my being chosen was very remote. Most of my colleagues had a contact or a relative who held a high position in the Communist government, someone they could rely on for help. I knew of no one who could help me, so I put my entire faith and hope in our Heavenly Father. My wife and I decided that only our fervent prayers to the Lord could open the door to the free world.

The next day, after many hours of sincere and fervent prayer, I went to work as usual. The climate in the laboratory that was not one of the usual restraint, but one of nervous excitement over the selection of the technician that would be going to Algeria. A lively conversation was underway as several methods of selecting the fortunate technician were being con­sidered. One of my colleagues proposed that we decide the matter by drawing lots, placing seven folded pieces of paper in a hat, six of which would have the word no written on them and one would contain the word yes. This seemed to be a fair approach, and all agreed that this would be the method used. The decisive slips of paper with their six no's and one yes were prepared and placed in a hat, with each of us getting progressively more tense and anxious to draw. As my colleagues began withdraw­ing their slips of paper, my heart was beating so hard that I could barely manage the motor responses necessary to withdraw my slip of paper. When I opened it, I could not believe my eyes. The piece of paper I had drawn had yes written on it. I was overcome with excitement and happiness, but my colleagues were not. They protested the outcome as unfair, since I had been in this laboratory for only eight months while some of the others had been working there for nearly a lifetime. They felt that each of them deserved this choice opportunity much more than I did and insisted that we repeat the drawing. Their objections had some merit, so with a downcast heart I reluctantly agreed to submit to another drawing.

We drew our slip of paper from the hat, and again I drew the yes piece of paper. Again they objected, and this time I had no choice but to comply with their demand for another drawing. When this same experience was repeat­ed the third time, I was stunned and unable to utter a word. Those about me were also highly surprised and high­ly agitated. Some of them simply refused to believe that this was really happening and demanded a fourth draw­ing. Not knowing what to say and still being in a state of shock, I just nodded my head that I would agree to another drawing. We drew again. Every­one was trembling as they opened their slips of paper. I opened mine, and it said yes again. The others grabbed it from my hands and just shook their heads in unbelief. We repeated the draw­ing two more times with the same results. By now my colleagues were not only shocked but also extremely dis­turbed and becoming openly hostile and angry. Their envy was quite evident, for I suspect I was not the only one in this laboratory hoping to use the position in Algeria as a passport to freedom. Their anger subsided somewhat, and they decided that they would try drawing lots one last time. This time I was not permitted to take my slip of paper until each of them had drawn their chosen piece of paper. They did simply inform me that this was how it would be done. After the others had drawn their lots and there was only one left in the hat, I was permitted to draw my slip, which again read yes.

This time, instead of objecting in rather strong terms, they marveled that the only way I could draw the yes slip seven times in a row would have to be with the help of God. They readily acknow­ledged that it was a miracle, even though one was not supposed to have religious convictions in Bulgaria.

Several weeks later I received my assignment to Algeria, and after a month and a half my family were permitted to join me. To us, the limited freedom of Algeria was like living in a paradise, which only whetted our appetite for the complete freedom to be had only in the free world. As my two-year assignment began to draw to a close, I completed arrangements to receive permission from the Bulgarian government to return by way of France. My family, however, were required to return directly to Bulgaria, which was the Communist method of discouraging their people from defecting. Then the idea presented itself to add the words "and family" on my exit permit, which we did, and we were then successful in obtaining tourist visas to France for the entire family. Fortunately, we lost no time in leaving for Marseille, for fifteen days after our departure a bloody coup d'etat led by Defense Minister Colonel Boumidienne toppled the Communist-leaning Algerian president Ahmed Ben Bella. All Bulgarians residing in Algeria were immediately flown home to their country, but we were already in France and had safely defected from our Communist homeland.

About a year later two missionaries of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints came to our home in France and brought us the truths of the restored gospel, something that never would have hap­pened in Bulgaria. I have been deeply impressed that the reason the Lord answered our prayers and helped me win the drawing to go to Algeria and eventually to the free world was so that my family could have this precious opportunity to find the true church.

According to my patriarchal blessing the pro­phecy is beginning to come true, as it says that I'll preach the gospel to my people, to my kinfolks in my native country Bulgaria. I'm grateful to the Lord for the opportunity He gives me to serve Him. And I'll put all my strength and efforts to serve Him diligently and successfully. I would like to bear my testimony that God lives, that Jesus Christ is His beloved Son, our Savior and Redeemer. I know that Joseph Smith was a real prophet of God, through whom the Book of Mormon was translated. And this is my testimony in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


The three girls had gone shopping and came home and baked a large cake for the elders to eat at the con­clusion of their meeting.

Rachael will stay on to continue her European adventure after I leave tomorrow morning. Wednesday morning Shelley and Tom Harper (and two of Tom’s friends) will arrive by train from Munich to spend some time here in Portugal, including a two- or three-day visit next week down in the Algarve, the southern coast of Portugal. On July 13 the group will leave by train for Vienna, where they will attend a youth conference for all the mission kids in Europe. On July 19 they will travel to Munich to stay with the Harpers, on July 25 to Frankfurt to stay with the Condies, on July 31 to Dusseldorf to stay with the Wolferts family, on August 4 to Paris to stay with the Joneses (and where on August 7 Rachael will cele­brate her sixteenth birthday). And then on August 11 Rachael, Marianne, and Martha will return to Lisbon to fly home on the 13th (hopefully). Rachael is currently ticketed to fly on August 21, and we’ll need to see if Kathy Bertasso can get that changed.

In the evening we visited, ate dinner, and watched a video of an old movie classic, Magnificent Obsession, while President Holt attended to some mission business. I then packed before going to bed.

Tuesday, July 2
I am now sitting in the Lisbon airport awaiting my flight to London. This will be a very long day. We left the mission home at 6:15 a.m. Lisbon time (11:15 p.m. Monday night in Utah) and, assuming I make the necessary connections in London and Chicago, will arrive in Salt Lake at 8:51 tonight, nearly 22 hours later.

I am grateful for this marvelous week I have just spent, which I feel is in further fulfillment of the Lord's command early in this dis­pensation that we come to an understanding "of things both in heaven and in the earth, and under the earth; things which have been, things which are, things which must shortly come to pass; things which are at home, things which are abroad; the wars and the perplexities of the nations, and the judgments which are on the land; and a knowledge also of countries and of kingdoms—

"That ye may be prepared in all things when I shall send you again to magnify the calling whereunto I have called you, and the mission with which I have commissioned you" (D&C 88:79-80).

The early dawn over the Tejo was a beautiful sight from my room this morning. I hope to treasure the me­mory of it as a symbol of my wonder­ful week in Portugal.

As I mentioned to the elders yesterday, the Church is still in its infancy here in Portugal, and someday the five struggling stakes will become numerous strong stakes. Someday a temple will grace this lovely land. And a generation of faith­ful Portuguese saints will arise to bear off the work triumphantly in this place and among this people. It truly is the dawning of a new day.

President Holt is truly one of the noble and great ones, a Christlike servant of the Lord who has a marvelous vision of the work. I cherish my association with him. I love him as a dear brother and friend. And I thank God Almighty for this marvelous week we've had together.

Friday, July 3, 2009

He has heard our prayers

Friday, June 9, 1978, was a pleasant morning such as we enjoy here in Utah in the early days of summer before the temperatures become so very hot. I had gone, as usual, to my work in the Missionary Department on the twelfth floor of the Church Office Building. Claudia was home with our four children: four-year-old Michael, three-year-old Rebecca, two-year-old Rachael, and one-year-old Talmage.

That morning all of the General Authorities of the Church who were in town were called to an early morning meeting in the Salt Lake Temple. They had been asked to come fasting and praying. During that solemn meeting, the First Presidency read the following statement:


To All General and Local Priesthood Officers of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints throughout the World

Dear Brethren:

As we have witnessed the expansion of the work of the Lord over the earth, we have been grateful that people of many nations have responded to the message of the restored gospel, and have joined the Church in ever-increasing numbers. This, in turn, has inspired us with a desire to extend to every worthy member of the Church all of the privileges and blessings which the gospel affords.

Aware of the promises made by the prophets and presidents of the Church who have preceded us that at some time, in God’s eternal plan, all of our brethren who are worthy may receive the priesthood, and witnessing the faithfulness of those from whom the priesthood has been withheld, we have pleaded long and earnestly in behalf of these, our faithful brethren, spending many hours in the Upper Room of the Temple supplicating the Lord for divine guidance.

He has heard our prayers, and by revelation has confirmed that the long-promised day has come when every faithful, worthy man in the Church may receive the holy priesthood, with power to exercise its divine authority, and enjoy with his loved ones every blessing that flows therefrom, including the blessings of the temple. Accordingly, all worthy male members of the Church may be ordained to the priesthood without regard for race or color. Priesthood leaders are instructed to follow the policy of carefully interviewing all candidates for ordination to either the Aaronic or the Melchizedek Priesthood to insure that they meet the established standards for worthiness.

We declare with soberness that the Lord has now made known His will for the blessing of all His children throughout the earth who will hearken to the voice of His authorized servants, and prepare themselves to receive every blessing of the gospel.

Sincerely yours,
/s/ Spencer W. Kimball, N. Eldon Tanner, and Marion G. Romney

President Kimball then responded, bearing his sweet and fervent testimony that the Lord had heard and answered by revelation his oft and fervent pleadings. Each General Authority present then had an opportunity to bear his testimony and share his feelings of joy and thanksgiving.

"Never have I felt the Spirit of the Lord more strongly," commented one of the Brethren to me later in the day, "than I did this morning in that temple meeting."

Shortly after that historic meeting, Elder Carlos E. Asay and Rex D. Pinegar called together all of the staff of the Missionary Department to make the announcement to us. As Elder Asay read the statement, my eyes filled with tears, my heart swelled with joy, and I felt like standing and shouting "Praise the Lord."

My reaction was not unique. The Spirit of the Lord was strongly present, and many in the room wept openly—as I was doing—and we were thrilled beyond all description at this monumental step forward.

Both Elder Asay and Elder Pinegar bore their testimonies and let us know in no uncertain terms that this was indeed a revelation from Almighty God. The Spirit confirmed their witness and riveted it into our souls. This was truth; it was so right; the Lord had spoken; the heavens had been opened.

Elder Pinegar opened the meeting for others to respond, and three or four of us bore our testimonies. I had that sacred opportunity, and only once before in my life during the bearing of my own testimony have I cried.

I recounted how I had served my mission in northern Brazil, where a large part of the population had the Negro lineage. The last city I worked in had an estimated 70 to 90 percent of its population who were black. Oh, how I grew to love those dear, humble people. They were warm, eager, and receptive. But their day and season had not yet arrived.

In Brazil there are many fine black members in the Church, many of them strong and faithful despite the restrictions they may not have understood but nevertheless accepted, grateful for those blessings of the gospel they were able to enjoy, and hoping for the day that has now arrived when the blessings of the priesthood would be theirs.

I recalled specifically one dear, humble family in Petropolis, just out of Rio de Janeiro. They were poor even by Brazilian standards. They lived in a tiny house with a dirt floor and no electricity. But they were solid people, and they taught a young elder from North America what happiness was. The husband, who held the priesthood, was a counselor in the branch presidency. His wife and consequently the children were of Negro lineage. For eight or nine years the family had faithfully attended meetings before the elders would baptize them. And now to think that in only a few months when the Sao Paulo Temple is dedicated they will be able to go there and all be sealed together forever as a family.

Oh, how I wish I were in Brazil today!

As soon as our little meeting ended, I phoned Claudia to share the joyful news. We were thrilled beyond all description. Words could not adequately express the overflowing feelings of our hearts.

Shortly after the temple meeting, the announcement of the revelation, which had actually been received the week earlier, was released to the media. All the rest of the day our telephones in the Missionary Department were ringing off the hook. We got little or none of our regular work done that day.

At the end of the exhilarating day at work I took the bus home to Bountiful. Claudia was sitting on the front lawn, with the children playing about, waiting for me to arrive. We sat there in the pleasant late afternoon turning into evening discussing all that had transpired on this remarkable, historic day.

The announcement was historic. In my mind it far surpassed in significance the Manifesto issued by President Wilford Woodruff in 1890. It perhaps even surpassed the revelation that came to Peter anciently when he was directed to begin taking the gospel to the gentiles (see Acts 10:1–11:18). This new revelation issued by President Kimball this week canceled what has been in effect through six long millennia since the days of Cain. It fulfills the promises and prophecies of various prophets that this day would come. We had witnessed prophecy fulfilled.

The Lord has declared in modern times, “What I the Lord have spoken, I have spoken, . . . whether by mine own voice or by the voice of my servants, it is the same” (D&C 1:38). With announcement of this revelation we witnessed renewed evidence that what Joseph Smith wrote in 1842 as part of the Wentworth Letter is still true: “We believe all that God has revealed, all that He does now reveal, and we believe that He will yet reveal many great and important things pertaining to the Kingdom of God” (Articles of Faith 1:9).

Two things immediately became very clear to me. First, President Kimball was a kind and loving man, filled with great concern for all of God's children. He had struggled long and pled much with the Lord before this revelation came. The very tone of the First Presidency's letter bears this out.

Second, President Kimball was a courageous man. It was one thing to hear the voice of the Lord, but it was another to have the courage to carry it out.

This action did not come about, as some were already erroneously speculating, because of outside pressures brought to bear against the Church. It came partly because we have a prophet who in the fulness of his near perfection was filled with charity, the pure love of Christ, and who paid the price to bring it about, prevailing upon the heavens with his giant Enoch-like faith. And it came because in the economy of heaven and in the wisdom, justice, and mercy of an all-knowing and all-loving God the time was right for the full blessings of the gospel to be extended to all people everywhere "who will hearken to the voice of His authorized servants, and prepare themselves to receive every blessing of the gospel."

What the Lord said specifically of the Prophet Joseph Smith seemed to apply so very well to President Spencer W. Kimball:

"Wherefore, meaning the church, thou shalt give heed unto all his words and commandments which he shall give unto you as he receiveth them, walking in all holiness before me;

"For his word ye shall receive, as if from mine own mouth, in all patience and faith . . . .

"For thus saith the Lord God: Him have I inspired to move the cause of Zion in mighty power for good, and his diligence I know, and his prayers I have heard" (D&C 21:4–5, 7).

How fully that fit President Kimball and how appropriate to what had just happened this glorious June morning!

The First Presidency’s statement did not contain the phrase "thus saith the Lord," but it said it. They did say, "He has heard our prayers, and by revelation has confirmed that the long-promised day has come." They did say, "We declare with soberness that the Lord has now made known His will for the blessing of all His children."

The very next morning I published much of this account in a special issue of the Cleverly Newsletter that I sent to all my parents' family and to many others. I concluded the account with my testimony:

"I add my own humble testimony. God lives—of that there is no doubt. He has restored His priesthood in our day—of that there is no doubt. We have a mighty prophet in modern Israel—of that there is no doubt. The Spirit has borne powerful witness to my soul that this move to extend the priesthood to those who were formerly restricted is in fact a revelation from God. It is true. I know it as I know anything, and I declare that to you in the name of Jesus Christ, whose priesthood it is. Amen."

At the October general conference President N. Eldon Tanner, first counselor in the First Presidency, on September 30, 1978, read the June 8 letter announcing the revelation and proposed that the conference "accept this revelation as the word and will of the Lord." The vote was unanimous in the affirmative. It now appears as Official Declaration 2 in the Doctrine and Covenants.

Friday, June 26, 2009

The miracle of springtime in January

We had just completed the dedication of the Bountiful Utah Temple. Because the first Sunday of January 1995 had been New Year's Day, and the second Sunday the temple dedication, our stake chose to have fast Sunday that month on the third Sunday.

Brother Wayne Beck, a member of our ward in Bountiful, called attention in fast and testimony meeting to an obvious miracle we had all witnessed that week. He called it "The Miracle of Springtime in January," the remarkable January thaw we witnessed throughout the week during the 28 dedicatory sessions of the Bountiful Temple.

The weather forecasters just days before the dedication began were telling us that these middle two weeks of January are the coldest part of the year in Utah. And so we basked in the near-sixty-degree afternoon temperatures and enjoyed nighttime lows that were warmer than the daytime highs were supposed to have been. The grass was turning green, and pansies and crocuses were poking up.

Meanwhile the West Coast, particularly California, was being battered with storm after storm that, after wrecking havoc there, should normally have come east to Utah. Instead, the storms went north and south of the Wasatch Front and left us with mild, mostly dry weather all week.

The dedication—attended by more than 201,000 people—ended Saturday night at six o'clock. Saturday evening it started raining, and sometime during the night it started snowing and continued with a wet, heavy snow much of Sunday and beyond.

Those who see the world through the eyes of faith—those who, as the Lord defined it, have a "knowledge of things as they are, and as they were, and as they are to come" (D&C 93:24)—see these favorable weather patterns as more than simple coincidence. Rather, we see them as the Lord's divine approbation, His obvious approval and acceptance of this new House of the Lord that we have built and dedicated to His holy name and to His eternal purposes in the salvation of both living and dead.

Friday, June 19, 2009

You can't write down the way you feel

Our family attended the dedication of the Bountiful Utah Temple on Sunday afternoon, January 8, 1995. After we returned home, our eleven-year-old daughter Eliza wrote in her journal about her experience in the temple. Near the end of her sweet entry, with wisdom beyond her years, she wrote: "You can't write down the way you feel."

That’s the way I felt in trying to place on paper anything that remotely described the sacred experience we had that Sabbath afternoon inside the House of the Lord.

The Bountiful Temple had been announced five years earlier—in February 1990—by President Ezra Taft Benson as the 47th operating temple in the Church. We were thrilled at the announcement of a temple in our very own Bountiful. We lived, after all, only eight miles from the Salt Lake Temple. But now the stakes of southern Davis County would have a temple of their own. I wondered if my parents and my grand­parents and others who had gone on before who had lived in this area were similarly rejoicing from their side of the veil.

Claudia and I, together with each of the children, contributed financially toward its construction. We eagerly watched its progress as it rose on the mountainside above our home. And we attended the public open house that was held in November and December of 1994.

And now the temple was ready for dedication. President Howard W. Hunter was the President of the Church, and this was the second of two temples he would dedicate during his short tenure as our Prophet. He dedicated the Orlando Florida Temple in October 1994. The Bountiful Temple was being dedicated in 28 dedicatory sessions—one for each of the 28 stakes in the temple district—beginning on Sunday, January 8, 1995, and concluding the following Saturday, January 14. Four sessions a day spread over a week’s period of time. Our stake was assigned the third dedicatory session.

Our stake president, F. Michael Watson, who happened to serve as secretary to the First Presidency, had very kindly arranged for us to receive tickets to be in the celestial room. Being in that room, in the presence of the Prophet and his counselors, was incredible, but it occurred to us afterward that we could actually have seen the speakers better on one of the TV monitors in another room in the temple.

President Gordon B. Hinckley conducted the session for our stake. A choir from the stake sang "The Morning Breaks" as the opening hymn. Rex Christen­sen, our stake patriarch, gave the opening prayer. The choir then sang "Sweet Is the Work."

Elder Neal A. Maxwell, of the Quorum of the Twelve, spoke about the temple in the land Bountiful described in the Book of Mormon and mentioned the third volume of scripture that someday we will have from the Lost Tribes to join the witness of the Bible and the Book of Mormon.

President Thomas S. Monson then spoke, followed by another number by the choir, "Song of Praise." We all felt that the strength and beauty of the music was far beyond what a group of singers of that size could be producing and wondered if heavenly choirs were filling in also.

President Hinckley in his address mentioned that he had participated in the dedica­tion or rededication of all but five of the currently operating temples.

President Howard W. Hunter spoke of how temples are like corrective lenses: they allow us to see the things of eternity clearly.

President Monson then read the dedicatory prayer that President Hunter had offered in the morning session. Michael and Shauna had attended that session with Shauna's family. Michael and Shauna were engaged at the time and would be married in this temple three months later. (Michael, incidentally, was the only one of our children old enough to attend the dedication of the Jordan River Temple back in November 1981, just a couple months after he turned eight.)

Elder Maxwell explained and then led us in the Hosanna Shout, followed by the emotional climax when the choir sang the "Hosanna Anthem" (written by Evan Stephens for the dedication of the Salt Lake Temple) and the congregation joined in with "The Spirit of God" (written by William W. Phelps for the dedication of the Kirtland Temple). Gerald N. Wray, our former stake president, gave the closing prayer.

Eliza wrote in her journal concerning the music, "It was so beutiful. It sounded like the tabranackle choir. It gave me goosebumps. It sound like tryumphint Angels sing­ing. It made me feel so happy!!!"

After that entry is when she recorded, "You can't write down the way you feel."

Friday, June 12, 2009

A day trip to Twin Falls

The Twin Falls Idaho Temple was dedicated on Sunday, August 24, 2008, by President Thomas S. Monson. It was the 128th operating temple in the Church, the fourth in the state of Idaho.

In July I had gone to the Twin Falls open house with Michael, Shauna, and their four oldest children, eleven-year-old Meghan, ten-year-old Caleb, eight-year-old Jacob, and five-year-old Andrew. The eighteen-month-old twins—Ethan and Marta—were home with Grandma Claudia. The temple was the first stop on our vacation to the Pacific Northwest.

I had described the open house in my journal: "At the open house we started in the adjacent stake center, where we received a brief orientation and watched a short video about the purpose of temples and the history of the Church in the Twin Falls area. Then tour guides took us through the temple. At the front entrance into the temple they had us put plastic foot coverings over our shoes (so as not to unduly soil the carpets throughout the temple).

"We proceeded through the entry and waiting areas to the baptistry in the rear part of the temple. We explained to the children why the baptismal font is placed on the backs of twelve oxen, following the pattern used in Solomon's Temple anciently as recorded in the Old Testament, the oxen representing the twelve tribes of Israel.

"We then walked up a staircase to the upper level, where we walked through the women's dressing room, the bride's dressing room, the ordinance rooms used for the endowment (the one we were in had a gorgeous mural showing the Shoshone Falls on the Snake River), the celestial room, and a sealing room. One of the nice touches was use of a symbolized version of the Idaho state flower, the syringa or mock orange, throughout the temple in the woodwork, the windows, in designs in the carpets, etc."

A couple months later, sometime in the fall, my sister Jackie and her son Jared were down from Boise for a wedding. They stayed overnight at our house in Bountiful. During her visit, Jackie and I got talking about the new temple in Twin Falls. We thought it would be nice to meet sometime in Twin Falls to do an endowment session together. The temple was, after all, more or less in the middle between Boise and Bountiful and wouldn't be too bad a drive for any of us—less than two hours for the Idaho family, less than three hours for the Utah family.

The idea stuck in the back of my mind. I let winter pass so we wouldn't have to concern ourselves with navigating treacherous roads through the mountains and desolate stretches of northern Utah and southern Idaho. Finally, on the final weekend of April, I phoned Jackie to remind her of the idea and laid out some dates in May or June that would work for us. We ended up picking the very next weekend, Saturday, May 2. She agreed to check with other family members in the Boise area, and I agreed to check with people in Utah.

Within a day or two we had eight family members committed to going: my brother Dale and his wife LeAnn from Nampa, my sister Jackie and her daughter Jolene from Boise, Claudia and I from Bountiful, and our daughter Mary and her husband from Salt Lake. Endowment sessions in Twin Falls are by appointment only, so I called the temple and gave the names to the sweet sister who answered the phone. There were some maybes along the way, possibly my brother Lyle from Parma and my brother Gene from Nampa.

Sessions began every two hours. We picked the session at 3:30 in the afternoon, hoping that would not be too late in the day for everyone. That would give us time to drive there after dealing with some commitments we already had that morning. It turned out to be an ideal time for everyone. Jolene had to work until 11:00. Dale and LeAnn worked in the Boise Temple every Saturday morning and completed their assignments at 11:00. Mary was running in a 5K race in Clearfield at 9:00. Perfect. We were all set.

Saturday morning, May 2, 2009, dawned bright and early. Well, it didn't exactly dawn, and it wasn't exactly bright. It was dark and dreary. The nighttime dark gradually became the daytime dark. The entire state of Utah, according to weather reports, was blanketed with dark clouds, and a heavy rain was falling. Snow was expected in elevations higher than 8,000 feet or 9,000 feet, depending on which forecast we listened to, but the road from here to Idaho didn't go anywhere near that high.

Mary phoned. She was still going to run her race in the rain, but Vince had to work, they had just learned, so they were bowing out of our little day trip.

Claudia and I left Bountiful about a quarter after eleven. The rain was heavy, the roads were wet, and the flow of traffic on the freeway was slower than normal. I stayed five to ten miles an hour under the posted speed limit all along through Davis, Weber, and Box Elder counties. As we approached Snowville, in the northwestern corner of the state, the rain finally stopped, and the roads were pretty much dry the rest of the way across southern Idaho.

Even with the weather and our slower pace, we had made good time, so we decided to stop at Burley to grab a bite of something to eat. We stopped at a Burger King and ordered grilled chicken sandwiches and small lemonades.

After lunch we got back on the freeway and headed the final half hour to Twin Falls. Dale called to see where we were, and I told him we were about 25 miles east of Twin Falls. The four of them—Dale, LeAnn, Jackie, and Jolene—had just arrived from Boise and were waiting for us in the temple parking lot. We would have arrived at about the same time had we not stopped to eat lunch.

We pulled into the parking lot, found a close vacant spot, parked, and called to see where they were. Two cars away, just beyond the car parked right next to us.

We entered the lovely temple and were directed to the dressing rooms, where we changed into our white clothing, and then were directed to the endowment room, the one with the lovely mural of Shoshone Falls. It was nice to be in the temple with family members we do not normally get to associate with. Dale and I were serving as proxies for two brothers, sons of the same parents, born in Denmark in the late 1800s. I served for the older brother, Dale for the younger.

After we finished at the temple, we left Jackie's car in the temple parking lot and all rode together in our minivan the few miles to the Shoshone Falls. Jackie had heard on the news that this was the ideal time of year to visit the falls. The water level was at its highest, with the normal spring runoff, bolstered by all the recent rains, and before they started diverting water upstream for agricultural uses.

Sometimes called the "Niagara of the West," the falls are 212 feet high (some 50 feet higher than Niagara Falls) and flow over a rim 900 feet wide. It was an impressive sight.

We concluded our mini-reunion by eating at Carino's, an Italian restaurant in Twin Falls before one car headed west and north the 130 miles to Boise and the other car headed east and south the 215 miles to Bountiful. It had been a nice day.

Friday, June 5, 2009

A red-letter day in Recife

During the final months of my mission I served as both district leader and branch president in Maceió, the capital city of Alagoas, in northeastern Brazil. Those were days of great joy for a young servant of the Lord.

One of the red-letter days of my service in Maceió actually occurred four hours up the coast in Recife. It was Thursday, September 10, 1970. We had traveled to Recife for a missionary conference in the afternoon and a member district conference in the evening. And we topped the day off with a baptismal service that evening, ever and always a highlight for missionaries.

Elder Gordon B. Hinckley of the Council of the Twelve was in town, along with his dear wife, and with our mission president and his wife.

In the missionary conference, by some twist of fate, undoubtedly Presi­dent Johnson's twisting, I was the only missionary par­ticipant, shar­ing the program with Sister Marjorie Hinckley, Sister Virginia Johnson, President Hal R. Johnson, and Brother Hinckley, who spoke in that order. I was first on the program, discussing for a few moments priesthood stewardships and the blessing powers of the priesthood.

Sister Hinckley's talk really impressed me. She spoke of the modern-day miracles she has been seeing, including the growth of the Church and the members thereof. Last Sunday, she related, she saw the third stake in São Paulo being organized. South America holds a special spot in her heart. She compared the work here to the construction of a great building. Sometimes an elder may feel he has done nothing on his mission, but hundreds before have felt the same. In reality, they have all placed their bricks into the edifice, and the kingdom grows.

During President Johnson's talk I had a brief but wonderful inter­view with Brother Hinckley. Knowing I was branch president, he asked me a little about Maceió. We talked about both the city and our little branch. We talked about my companion briefly. He asked me what I most admired in him. I had to think on that one, not that I could not think of anything, but that I had to choose one trait of many that I admire. I answered, "His ability to love others."

Brother Hinckley asked, "Don't you love people?"

I responded, "I certainly try."

He rejoined, "But your companion does a better job?"

He told me he had recently been to stake conference in Nampa. When I asked how they were doing, he replied, "They miss you, Elder."

We also spoke of my schooling plans, and I learned that Brother Hinckley once had been an English major also.

My companion, Elder Dana Blackham, was interviewed right after me. He was asked about his companion too. That evening Elder Blackham shared with me what he said to the Apostle: "I love him for his ability to stay close to the Lord."

The highlight of the afternoon was when Brother Hinckley held a question-answer session and spoke to us. That was a marvelous ex­peri­ence. Once again the Spirit bore witness that here was an Apostle of the Almighty God. I was so impressed by so many things he said that I cannot even write them all here.

He taught us that there was no shame in saying, "I don't know," if we did not know something. He said that to him the gospel is be­coming simpler and more beautiful and his faith likewise simpler. To me that was profound. He told us to stick to the scriptures and not worry too much about reading everything else that comes off the presses.

Someone asked him about the Second Comforter. His response was that we have our hands full trying to keep the constant com­panionship of the First Comforter. Worry about that first.

His comments on the draft situation made things look rather hopeful as far as my being able to finish my education without interruption. At the time I had left on my mission, two years earlier, I assumed after my couple of years for the Lord that I would also be giving a couple of years to my country.

Brother Hinckley spoke also about adultery and fornication by way of inspired warn­ing. He said he did not always speak of that subject, as if inspired to do so on this occasion.

And then he bore his apostolic witness to the divine mission of the Savior and the truthfulness of the restoration of the gospel.

This evening's district conference was an added spiritual feast. We had the members from Maceió all sitting together on the front three rows. As great as the talks of President and Sister Johnson and Sister Hinckley were, and all of them were a spiritual treat, the highlight once again was Brother Hinckley's remarks.

The beauty of his lessons came from their simplicity. He took a flower from a bouquet on a nearby table and compared it to a member of the Church, beautiful today but tomorrow dry and withered because it had been cut from its stem. Inactivity because of misunderstanding, harsh words, personal weakness leaves us cut off from the Church, and we die spiritually.

He spoke about the word recife, which means reef, since he was in Recife, comparing it to the Church as it protects our lives and gives them peace and calm.

In addition to his inspired insights, Brother Hinckley also has a fantastic sense of humor. The members, unfortunately, had to experience that a step removed through an interpreter.

An elderly couple from Maceió had traveled to the conference, and we held a quick baptismal service for them after the session ended. We had decided that the four-hour car ride would be less strenuous for them, given their age and health, than finding a suitable location to baptize in the ocean at Maceió. The last time I had baptized someone in Maceió, we had to walk a quarter of a mile out from shore in ankle-deep water to find water deep enough to immerse the rather smallish eight-year-old boy. With adults we would have had to walk considerably farther, half way to Africa it would have seemed. At least the meetinghouse in Recife had a proper baptismal font.

Elder Blackham baptized Apolinário Cecílio dos Santos, and I afterward confirmed him. I baptized Idelta Craveiro Santos, and Elder Black­ham confirmed her. They were certainly happy. It had been a big day for them, but they survived. And we were filled with a special joy, Elder Blackham and I.

Friday, May 29, 2009

A visit with the Hinckleys

Mondays were preparation days in our mission. I remember one preparation day in the late winter of 1969, just before my companion and I were completing our seven months together in the mission office. It was a cold, rainy day in Rio de Janeiro. Most winter days in Rio were actually quite pleasant, unless it was raining. The winter rains could cause the cold to sink into our bones, it seemed, and there was no good way to get warm.

This particular Monday, September 8, we found a good way to get warm. We were being warmed and enlightened by the power of the Holy Spirit.

I wrote in my journal, "This afternoon I participated in one of the most uplifting spiritual experiences of my life. Twelve of us were sitting in a casual circle in the living room of the mission home, receiving precious insights and sharing testimonies of a special and holy nature. Among our number was an Apostle of the Lord Jesus Christ, Elder Gordon B. Hinckley."

President Hal R. Johnson was running the show because, as Brother Hinckley had earlier pointed out while we circled the dinner table, he believed in being obedient to the mission president. However, as soon as the President had called us together and had called upon his assistant to offer the opening prayer, he turned the time over to Brother Hinckley.

He remained sitting in the easy chair he was in and suggested that each of the eight young elders present take about three minutes each to express a few thoughts. Some very touching testimonies were borne during those few minutes. It was a rare privilege and oppor­tunity to bear testimony to an Apostle.

Sister Virginia Johnson spoke next. She brought tears to my eyes as she told of how her parents had finally caught the vision of the gospel just before they, the Johnsons, were called to Brazil and had turned from inactivity to go to the House of the Lord.

Sister Marjorie Hinckley shared a few thoughts. She is an able and gracious companion to her husband. She spoke of her joy in be­ing with us and of the miracle of the great missionary system. She never worried about her sons while they were serving missions, she said. Only when they returned home did she begin to worry about them again.

Finally President Johnson bore his strong witness to us that he knew that this was the work and kingdom of God, expressing his overflowing gratitude and love for all those associated with him in this grand work.

Then all eyes turned to Brother Hinckley. Now it was his turn. He asked if he might remain seated because he wanted to talk casually and intimately with us, not wishing to preach. I saw true manhood and great humility as he sat there before us saying that he felt un­worthy of the office of the apostleship. As he meets with mission­aries across the width and breadth of the earth, he feels unworthy of the office. As he received such a warm welcome at the airport at 11:00 the evening before, he felt unworthy of the office. As he sits in meetings of counsel with the other Brethren in the Salt Lake Temple, he feels unworthy of the office.

He shared with us a few touching and close associations he has had with our beloved prophet and leader, President David O. McKay. Just last year the Brethren of the Twelve and First Presidency met in President McKay's apartment a few days before Christmas. As they each bore their testimonies, they expressed their love for President McKay.

Tears came to the Prophet's eyes, and he said, "I am not worthy of your love and trust." That was the Prophet speaking!

There is no doubt that he is a prophet, Brother Hinckley said. It was appropriate for him to speak of the Prophet—that very day was President McKay's 96th birth­day.

Often we sing, "We thank Thee, O God, for a prophet to guide us in these latter days." But if we would really follow the Prophet, the Church would be twice as strong as it is, and we would be twice as blessed as a people. Brother Hinckley assured us that the Lord was preparing a successor to President McKay—a man who would have wide and deep experience, years of long service, of capable judgment, of character molded by life and tempered by the Holy Spirit of God. He felt the Lord was taking His time in preparing such a replacement. President McKay's body is old and worn and weak, but his mind and spirit are firm and clear. When he passes away, there will be no poli­ticking, no power plays—the Lord's choice will be evident.

Brother Hinckley spoke of missionary work and the great miracle it is. He told us of how the Church is growing in the Far East, which was his res­ponsibility for eight years, of how it is surging forward in California. He said he felt a special spirit about Brazil. Years of slow and long preparation will be giving way to a time of rich and fuller harvest.

At times he feels concerned, in fact, about São Paulo baptizing too fast. Twelve years ago (when President Sherman Hibbard, now president of the Brazilian Mission, was working there), São Paulo had one branch of eighty mem­bers, seven of which were active. This year over 2,000 converts will swell the wards of the two stakes there now. It is difficult to integrate so many new members.

Brother Hinckley shared other missionary experiences with us. He has worked directly with the missionary effort since 1933. He mention­ed a letter from their son, who was called from the North Argentine Mission to open up the missionary work in Spain. One thing that im­pressed me from this letter was that he mentioned their most effective missionary tools were fasting and prayer.

He closed his brief remarks with an admonition to remain virtuous and faithful. He bore his witness, as a living Apostle, that God lives, that Jesus is the Christ, and that The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is indeed His church and kingdom here upon the earth today.

Brother Hinckley is a great man. He carries with him the Spirit of the Lord. He is intense in his untiring and devoted service. The Spirit bore witness to every soul that here was indeed a servant of the Lord.

Our meeting closed with a brief word of prayer given by our dis­trict leader.

Brother Hinckley then walked around the circle, shaking every hand, piercing into every soul, offering his best wishes. Tight schedules and other business beckoned, but our hour and a half with this great man is an experience I will long cherish.

Earlier in the day we of the mission office staff also ate dinner with the Hinckleys and the Johnsons. The meeting in the afternoon was planned for all the missionaries in Rio, but since it was preparation day we couldn't reach any of them by phone.

The Hinckleys had arrived from São Paulo at eleven o'clock the previous night. He had presided over two stake conferences there during the day. This morning Brother Hinckley had sent a telegram to President McKay with birthday greetings from the 60,000 members in South America and the missionaries of the ten missions. In the evening the Hinckleys left for Lima.